Wednesday, May 31, 2006 @ 9:39 PM

singapore poly is much smaller as compared ngee ann. and i didn't know optmetry cut off point is so high! goodness gracious me. okay, the lectures were all oh-so-long and gravational force was really pulling my eyelid closed. kept dozing off and i think nothing gets into my head.

and this shop in singapore poly sells really nice retro skirts and shirts. took this survery and they said i am born entrepreneur. hahaha! yes, i have even consider selling things on my blog eg, t-shirts, ear-rings etc.

nice idea uh?

we'll shift into neutral gear,
we'll go slow.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006 @ 4:02 PM

hello,
i shall blog in malay today.

abu satu bamu tinggu
salet tamai senggi tingei tolek pumus
sama magule kama toki tinggi?
chingi rubus awas lama.
duo slemat rogin abang puko tenga di.
gous jaga telama supoto.
kanwang ruri dontang !

Monday, May 29, 2006 @ 4:26 PM

yes new layout again.
don't ask me why lah
it's just one of my favourite past time.

so mother tongue today was do-able.
DO-ABLE, i think.
just pray that i get a distinction.
anyway, thanks to those who wished me lucks!
thank you .
:D

Sunday, May 28, 2006 @ 5:48 PM

the june holidays are finally here!
i can't actually believe it, but its already halfway through 2006.
another 7 more months and i'll be seventeen.
i don't even feel like i'm 16 yet.
anyway, chinese O levels are tomorrow. :(
wish me luck people!
i need it badly.

you may have a fresh start any moment you choose,
for this thing that we called 'failure' is not the falling down,
but the staying down... - mary pickford .

Saturday, May 27, 2006 @ 8:44 AM

the moment i found out that history repeated itself the frustration disappointment anguish heartache despair was awful. i cried my heart out. i just couldn't find a single reason to forgive myself there and then. all i wanted to do was wallow in self-pity. i felt sick and tired of having get through the timeless struggles of emotions and regret. i could only resign to the hopeless side of me. i really wished i didn't ever have to wake up facing reality that is like a nightmare far too rough.

that was then. now i realise that all of it is nothing more than a test a drive. no way am i gonna let this F9 take control of me. it's about time i got exposed to the meaning of failure. i knew i wasn't that good but i ceased to do something about it before. this is gonna shake me into the right mind and make me strive to do even better. at least this mistake taught me hard. it forced me to understand that i have to work for what i want.

reality is so much more than what i pictured it to be. i want to be strong enough for the future. there's so much in life worth this determination. there's actually a perfect situation in part of my life. the fantastic family and the irreplaceable friends that i just couldn't cherish more.

nothing tastes as sweet .

Friday, May 26, 2006 @ 1:34 PM

always said i would know where to find love,
always thought i'd be ready and strong enough,
but some times i just felt i could give up.
but you came and you changed my whole world now,
i'm somewhere i've never been before.
now i see, what love means.

you know when you feel like this,
love songs, alternative rock and jay chou
make you feel a thousand times worse,
really.
pop, and disney songs do the trick.
but the gross thing is that, techno,
is your best medicine?
well, maybe i shall just carry on with math.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006 @ 4:46 PM

because it's scary to imagine such a confusing state of being, i shall leave it as it is. hanging, bare, raw, dry, questionable, and as i have said, confused. you can regret, play ignorant, and even hate. new things call for changes and change is necessary. what i say, do, or feel from now on matters no longer because we both begin a new chapter in life, especially you. i don't have the remotest idea why i am saying this, or feeling this way when all you gave me was that looked. believe me when i say i can't seem to figure out how to untie this tangled knot and i wish i could just grow out of this shit that i always get myself into. i wish you all the best. i know i already have the best and i don't want to lose it.

*********
fug fug fug.
anzhen doesn't even need to take that
fearful and most beautifully unavoided
O- LEVEL .
if only i have that genius brain of his.
if only...

running in a dream and
it's like slow motion.

Monday, May 22, 2006 @ 5:50 PM

first day of chinese prep exams. gosh, was ultra tiring. we have to do a total of FOUR sets of paper one and two for this week. and now it's only the first day of it and here im complaining. nehmind, janice shall struggle for a few more days! ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE.

so there,
i don't think i'll be blogging pretty much because i've been terribly busy and my chinese O's are in a week's time. hoho. i'm too lazy sometimes, but i don't have anything to blog about most of the times, and the moodyswings come pretty often too, especially when i got nothing to do and my mind tends to wander off.

oh, i think i shouldn't walk to school that often anymore. the sight of him just irks the shit outta me. like please, im young enough to be your granddaughter. it happened TWICE. what the bbbeeepppp. TWICE YOU KNOW !

anyway, im in love with LEE DONG JIAN! oh my... he's pretty, he's handsome. he's PRETTY HANDSOME!

all right, i've seen it, deleted it, and point taken.
sorry and thanks for everything.

Sunday, May 21, 2006 @ 3:40 PM

WHAT THE BEEEEEEEEEEEEP
just finished watching the entire series
of my all time favourite korean show.
SUPER DUPER BEEEEEEEEP NICE !

our days are never coming back .

Saturday, May 20, 2006 @ 8:15 AM

here's my second neoprints with my friends.
previously was with jer and gang.
but sad to say i think i lost them
hahaha!
weeyang should be very delighted...
because he is the only guy!
:D

back with a new addiction.
CRAIG DAVID.
I ADORE HIM !

Friday, May 19, 2006 @ 9:09 PM

what the fug,
lets face it;
not in,
always last.
i feel so demoralised.

AND

the whole stress thing is back again.
aaaaaarrrrrrrgggggghhh!!
results,
comparing results.
laughs when you get higher,
sigh when i get lower.
what's life man!
A1,A2,B3,B4,C5,C6,D7,E8,F9
bloody hell to whoever invented this grading system.

enough.
i should just concentrate on my chinese.
I BETTER BE.

if i told you this was killing me,
would you stop?

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 @ 6:06 PM

holiday in lieu of polling day.
thats it today, wednesday.

you write such pretty words,
but life's no storybook.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 @ 6:16 PM

janice is addicted to XIN NIANG SHI BA SUI !
i think almost everyone knows about it.
and you know what?!
my show is starting in like 45 minutes time !!!
hahaha !
okay, enough of my addiction. (to-die-for)

oh, file lodge is so much better.
songs played at crystal clear mode.
heehee .

Monday, May 15, 2006 @ 3:31 PM

i dreamed i was dying
as i so often do
and when i awoke i was so sure it was true
i ran to the window, threw my hands to the sky and said
whoever is up there
please don't let me die.

i couldn't look at it after that.
i don't think i can tomorrow.
this time round, i let myself down.

Sunday, May 14, 2006 @ 2:54 PM

' we've been through so much... '
' you've been there for me... '
' best of friends till... '
' all those ups and downs... '
' promise i'll be there for you... '
' im all about loving you...'

-yawns.
a simple love you can't convey the same message?
it's not like everyone really meant what they said.
what bullshit. people thinking their love for each other are priceless,
but when you read it, its prolly just a mushy few thousand words.
oh booo proclaimation.

okay, shall carry on with my reading.
bye!
meanwhile, i feel light headed.
new haircut goons.

@ 7:55 AM

you're not my favourite mistake,
but a simple regret .

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY.
I LOVE YOU MUMMY.

i think my sis can get that korean show for me!!
YAY! shall indulge myself in watching vcds
to IMPROVE ON MY CHINESE.
must be thinking, it's KOREAN...
but, hey there is always the chinese subtitles.
hahaha!
excuses.

goodness gracious me! mother tongue Os is like
in two week's time.
on a lighter note,
i just borrowed two books!
(today it's random, sorry)

Saturday, May 13, 2006 @ 6:17 PM

took away my password code.
it's like i have nothing to hide from anyone yes?
so to those who read my blog,
i'll say a big thank you
and i will appreciate if some
will stop asking me lots of question after reading my entry.
you know who you are.

if you are bored click HERE
have been reading this for the past six months.
interesting life though.

@ 10:27 AM

sorry love, you shouldn't keep waiting.
i don't think he wants you anymore.

pfffffffffffft.
ripway is forever not working at night! so there's no song in my blog for like MOST OF THE TIME! nonetheless, i am back with iwebtunes. i cannot live without music. hahaha!

anyway, my family and i went out and celebrate an early mothers' day ! ate at baystreet 21. sounds more like BAYWATCH huh? with those pretty babes and hot hunks to serve us. however, it turned out to be aunties. heehee.

there's different varities of food. but we only ordered westerns. hahaha! no different from jack's place and all.

as usual you know? see a mirror and snap. we have yet to find another creative way of taking pictures. don't ask me why im always wearing white tees. my favourite?

*********

anyway, my IC called me yesterday and ask whether i want to climb hill. post exam activity? ayye! but it's 7.30 am! and look at the time i am blogging.

Friday, May 12, 2006 @ 10:28 AM

all of the things that i thought were so easy
just got harder and harder each day .

though i don't celebrate
but i still have to say
HAPPY VESAK DAY EVERYONE!

i was figuring out where the hell that button was
so it says back to dashboard
and i have
259 posts :D

and gosh...
i have been sneezing alot this morning and still is.
someone is scolding me real badly or either
missing me alot !
hahaha!

Thursday, May 11, 2006 @ 7:53 PM

hello people! i am finally back. had my last paper today. REJOICE REJOICE! however, my form teacher kept pouring wet blankets on us. 'mother tonuge O's coming in a few weeks time, better make good use of this holiday to STUDY!' gosh, study study and stuuuuuuudy! lemme have a short break first luh!

so, i finally went town with my friends to celebrate their birthday! ate sukiyaki? or is it yukiyaki? can't remember the name. but, i tell you. it isn't worth to have buffet because we all can't eat much. HAHA!

we seriously don't know how to cook. just look at the way we throw the food in. raw and 'unraw' food just throw in. anyway, it still goes into your stomach and out right? so it's like who cares!

D.I.Y icecream! initially we didn't know what to do with it. prior to that, we did not want to ask the waiter because they are so unfriendly or should i say, their service isn't good. so, this is when our handphones came in handy! weeyang, jingwen,yiwen called their friends for help. haha! it's really funny luh! because all we could do is to just stare at the liquid helplessly.

in the end... TADAAAAAA! we made it!

our very own icecream.

THE COFFEE CONNOLSSEUR serves really nice cakes! yeah, bought that as their birthday cake because we couldn't find the actual birthday kind of cake. hahaha!

the two birthday girls! sweet sixteen.

my illegal way of taking neoprints. hahaha! hehehe! oh and i love the below picture alot. i don't know where we were looking though.

(:

Saturday, May 06, 2006 @ 11:45 AM

that's it
FOUR MORE PAPERS!!
(:

Friday, May 05, 2006 @ 6:31 PM

-Psychotatic- says:
Oh..nmish me nt??haha
JANICE (: says:
haha ! so long nvr chat alrdy
-Psychotatic- says:
haha
-Psychotatic- says:
datz y lorh
-Psychotatic- says:
baddie ah u=P
JANICE (: says:
i seldom online mah
-Psychotatic- says:
Oh..OKie
-Psychotatic- says:
aniwae nw attached??

oh my gosh!
that's what i meant by open .
haha!

Monday, May 01, 2006 @ 6:47 PM

like,
i can't wait for exams to over !
shopping soon, jer?